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April 23, 2011 – Comments (5) | RELATED TICKERS: G , O , D

I wrote this on Easter, 2009.  Nothing has changed except that I have made new friends here at CAPS.  For them and for any who wish to see it again, here is my Easter gift to you. 

My grandfather was a minister for over 50 years.  His official work in that area ended one day on the way to a speaking engagement when he pulled to the side of the road in the midst of a stroke.  This stroke and other minor ones to follow left his right side paralysed.  With physical therapy, he regained use of everything except his right hand.  He could not use it, could not close it to hold a pen, a fork, a paintbrush, or anything else.  In time, he moved to a retirement home for nursing care and taught himself to use his left hand as the muscles of the right hand atrophied beyond hope.

This happened in the early 1970's.  Almost 10 years passed.  On an Easter Sunday morning at about 2:00 am, he woke to hear someone saying, "William, move your hand."  Again, the voice urged, "William, move your hand."

Granddad said that he looked to the doorway and saw Jesus standing there saying, "William, move your hand."  Granddad looked down and closed the useless right hand tightly into a fist and opened it again.  He looked up to thank his Lord only to find that Jesus was gone.  Granddad grabbed the call button and began pressing it like mad, calling every nurse around.  They came running because Brother Graham never called for help.  By the end of the next day, everyone, resident and staff, knew of what had happened. By the end of the week, the muscles were sore from demonstrating that they did indeed work, which he was called on to do for doctors, nurses, and friends.  His hand remained able to function for the last few years of his life.  My own belief is that it was a kindness to a man who spent his life comforting others and reminding them of God's love, care, and comforting support.

Since that time, I have prayed for a special "Easter miracle" each year.  The prayers find their way to me.  Like all prayers, the answers are sometimes yes, sometimes no, and sometimes 'not just yet.'  But I have learned a few things from these prayers.  I would like to share them with you.

God loves us.  More than anything, that is what we need to remember about Him.  To be human and feel hunger and thirst, heat and cold, pain and despair, and to give His life for us just so that we could know of this great love, just so that we could be met with mercy and grace for each unkind thought and truly terrible deed (and everything that falls in between) - He loved and loves us enough to have come to Earth for us.  He died to remove our sins.  He will be there at the end to stand before us as advocate if we will allow him to. There is no point in the Bible where Jesus condemns even one person and calls that person unworthy - groups, yes, but individuals, never!  He even forgives all who crucify Him as he is dying.

God will not act without our request.  Ask and you shall receive.  Parents know the feeling of stepping in with unwanted help and earning resentment.  God is wiser than we are.  He waits to be invited in because help is doing the things that are needed and wanted.  We must ask.  When we can do no more on our own, and even before that point, we can step back.  We can "let go and let God."  And God can do what we cannot.

We must believe.  There were no microscopes in Galilee or Nazareth, electron or otherwise.  Still there were mustard seeds.  Tiny, yellow-brown, almost microscopic, but able to be seen, felt, held, and they were everywhere.  Jesus told those around him that they could move mountains if they had only as much faith as [you could put into] a mustard seed.  Tiny, almost nothing, but tangible and real.  A faith that was as real as that seed and needed to be no larger in quantity than something you could hold on the tip of your finger.  When Jesus went "home" to Nazareth, the people said, "Isn't that the carpenter's son?  We know his parents, his brothers and sisters.  He's no big deal."  In the face of such mockery, there were no miracles, no faith.  A woman in a crowd believed that if she could just touch the hem of His robe as it swept along the ground, it would be enough to cure her.  She managed to get close enough to do this, and Jesus felt the healing power surge from him.  His response to the woman was, "Go.  Your faith has made you whole."

What can such faith do in our time?  It can grow a heart valve where there was not one before.  This is rather like growing another hand, I suspect, with very few instances on record - a miracle.  It can allow me to meet a man in the grocery that should have died from an inoperable brain tumor twenty years ago (he is enjoying his retirement now), heal the ruptured ear drum of another, heal an aneurism that is dangerously close to the heart in another, allow a child with a life expectancy of 14 years to be at 25 and counting, and there are other examples -- and no, all of my prayers for healing do not end with healing.  That is not always the best course for the person.  But that is something I must take on faith.

Prayers for safety can result in finding that the roof that fell in on a building did so five minutes after everyone left the break area and the space holding 200 people on break five minutes earlier had just emptied when the atrium roof gave way under a pallet of new shingles.  A barrel was tipped and rolled down a hill.  It "happened" to stop in the exact spot needed to catch a tree limb that split and fell on that exact spot an hour later, savint a child's life.  Other accidents that didn't happen?  Too many to put here.

My Easter present to you is this knowledge.  God loves you.  He sent his Son to you.  He is listening to you.  You can just talk to him - that is what prayer is!  You have a Ferrari in the garage.  Are you walking because you don't want to take the Ferrari out and unleash its power?

Happy Easter.

HE IS RISEN! 

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#1) On April 23, 2011 at 11:52 PM, Mary953 (76.42) wrote:

This is the mystery and the miracle of our faith -

Jesus has died.  Jesus has risen.  Jesus will come again.

Be well, dear friends.

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#2) On April 24, 2011 at 3:32 PM, RonChapmanJr (99.72) wrote:

He has risen indeed!

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#3) On April 24, 2011 at 7:32 PM, topsecret10 (< 20) wrote:

  I hear of miracles all of the time,and with regard to both of my parents there were none. My father was killed In Intensive care at Cedars Sinai Medical center In February 2009 because of a series of mistakes made by doctors before and after his surgery to repair the mitral valve In his heart. My mother passed away barely 1 year later from cancer that was not treated properly. My mother In particular was DEEPLY religious and In the end had to suffer tremendously as the cancer ate away at her brain. She lost the love of her life of 60 years,then as she got weaker and weaker and got 2 second opinions that were a year too late,she seemed to lose some of her faith. The more that she (and I prayed) the worst she got. She lost complete control of her bowels,and lost her cognitive function In the last few weeks. I was with her until the end,and It was the hardest thing that I ever had to go through In my entire life. She had 5 or 6 bibles that she read all of the time. She probably read them cover to cover many times over. Her whole life was dedicated to her family and friends. She volunteered for any and everything. She was one of the nicest people that one would ever meet. I watched In the last days as she seemed disallusioned with GOD,and It hurts me to this day to recall her disbelief that GOD would let her suffer as such a true believer and follower of his word her whole life. They say that GOD works In mysterious ways... I agree ... TS

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#4) On April 25, 2011 at 1:05 PM, Mary953 (76.42) wrote:

Topsecret, What you have written truly makes me want to cry. Your mother sounds like she was a beautiful and very special  person.  My father also died of a brain tumor, so I have a small idea of what you may have dealt with.  It is a horrible disease.  In my dad's case, I knew that his lifelong smoking and heredity were probably the reasons for the cancer, but that did not help one little bit.  I do not hold tobacco company stock  because of Dad.  I also do not smoke.  These are choices, decisions, and consequences of decisions.  Diseases are not the result of God looking down and deciding, "I think I'll zap that one today."  and flinging a bolt of bad luck at someone.  He doesn't work like that.

Your family had some poor medical treatment.  The medical choices that were made were made by people, not God. Please don't think that I am saying that it was your fault or your parents' fault that they became ill.  I am NOT saying that.  I am saying that God did not deliberately contrive to make the doctors and nurses do the wrong things.  Medicine is not always cut and dried with easy answers.  TV makes everything seem easy.  It isn't.  I absolutely hate it when something bad happens and people say that it is God's will.  It isn't God's will.  I know of a couple who fought through battles of illness for decades to be with each other.  By the end of their lives, they were in their 90's and so very tired that all they wanted was to be allowed to die.  If they had been able to let go earlier, it would have been so much easier for them.  Setting my parents' experience against the alternative, I have decided I don't want to live so very long that my body wears out. These bodies do wear out.  Your Mom and Dad now have bodies that will not wear out - and you will see them again. 

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#5) On August 08, 2011 at 11:31 PM, Mary953 (76.42) wrote:

This is the proper place to add this note.  It is especially for those who consider me something of a Pollyanna on this topic.

Over the years, dozens of kids have called me "Mom."  I have felt it as a great compliment with each of them.  Many needed an extra adult to just listen for a short time and they honored me with that role.

Two girls came into but did not pass back out of my life like the others.  They have always been my "daughters of the heart."  These girls - young women now - came into my life and stayed for a couple of decades.  Because of this, I feel that I have 4 daughters, not 2.

Last week, I lost one of these daughters. A routine surgery went horribly wrong.  More precisely, the surgery was a success.  After returning home, a blood clot broke off and travelled to Kristin's brain - leaving her brain-dead. Kristin loved horses, butterflies, flowers, and her dear wonderful husband.  She and her dog were a service team visiting hospitals, nursing homes, veterans rehab facilities, and children's homes.  Our nickname for her was "Peace" after the gift that was so very evident in her personality.  We buried her Saturday.

I don't know why Kristin was taken from us so young.  I DO know that right now, even though my loss is still fresh, Kristin is surrounded by wildflowers and butterflies.  She is with dogs and horses.  She is waiting to welcome us home when it is our turn and I know that she is happy.  She would want us to be happy for her.

I am, by turns, crushed, angry, frustrated, and listless.  I don't really care all that much that the market dropped 634 points today.  It seems less than important.  And for those of you who wonder, yes I prayed  (I did not know that the damage was and is always irreversible in a brain injury.)  I threatened, I yelled at God, I was FURIOUS!    But I never doubted that He was there, that He loved me and (despite my anger) that He still loves me.  I do not doubt that He loves Kristin and she is as happy as He can make her - and that means she is joyful beyond belief.

I will see Kristin again and hug her again.  The faith that may seem to some as silly or naive is the strength that keeps me going.  A faith that can do that must be strong indeed.  It is keeping all of her friends and loved ones afloat.  We are holding on to each other and to our Lord to get through the pain.

Christians are not perfect but we know that we have been forgiven for our imperfections.  We are not always wonderful or sometimes even very nice, but God loves us anyway.  Our lives are not fairy tale magic where nothing goes wrong.  We do have pain, suffering, and sorrow.  It is just that we also have God to fall back on when we cannot go it alone - like now.

God Bless You

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